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AAG 2014: presenting trans geographies


images of paper title on screen, panel session schedule, and my name tag A few weeks ago, I presented my paper at the annual meeting of the Association of American Geographers (which is a misnomer as all geographers are British... and they work in Canada... so it seems.) My paper was titled Becoming transgressive: Transgender marginalization, agency, and action at and beyond the margins. Seriously, that trans- pun never gets old. As part of a panel series on assemblage thinking and urban marginality, I wanted to, first, draw several discrete categories of trans-antagonistic marginalization, which was fairly Trans 101 stuff repackaged and reconceptualized as particular assemblages (in the Deleuzian sense). Secondly, since I did not want to be a all-doom-and-gloom geographer, I wanted to identify and speculate upon several positive moves from those margins that trans people (specifically trans women) can and do make. This was my first presentation at AAG, which is becoming my defacto "home conference" and professional organization. I'm increasingly identifying myself, professionally & academically, as a geographer--a humanistic, critical, political, philosophical, social sciencey, whatever geographer. I have my quibbles with geography; however, when I need to fly a flag of academic convenience, I use geography currently because it best addresses my varied interdisciplinary interests as coupled with my spatial interests. I'm also claiming the very specific trans-feminist geographer mantle because, well, somebody needs to do so. There are so few transfeminine perspectives in geography as well as most other humanities & social science disciplines. Moreover, the academy prepends an invisible cis to gender... as well as appending an invisible, though highly obvious, masculine to trans. This latter point was brought into stark relief at the Trans* Geographies panel, despite my overall happiness that there finally was a trans geographies panel.1 I will post more thoughts on this separately, something that will speak more to the content of my paper. For now, however, I wanted to make a meta reflection on my presentation. Another first was that this was the first time I had actually read a paper at a conference or presentation anywhere. Since I'm a theatrical Energizer Bunny, I usually scribble down some keyword notes and stand up, walk around, and talk semi-extemporaneously. I also throw some images into a folder, rename them so they come up in presentation order, and use them to guide and underline my talk. I don't really do Powerpoint, either. Overall, my presentations are usually free-wheeling and theatrical, though I do prepare fairly extensively. So, this time I figured I might as well try something completely new to me at the annual meeting of the biggest organization in the discipline. I have sat through far too many incredibly dry and boring readings of papers at numerous conferences, so much so that I was starting to develop a profound distaste for the style. Thus, I wanted to see how well I could deliver carefully developed lines of written thought, in the form of reading, while still maintaining my usual lively gesticulations and engaging presentation style. Yes, guilty, I knew I could do far better at this format than others and I wanted to prove that for myself. I also wanted the practice so as to confidently add this to my arsenal2 of conference styles. Dryly, I had no idea what preparations others take to read their papers. So I printed up my final reading draft in larger point size; I wanted to make sure I could easily return to the page after looking up and/or making an off-the-cuff comment. I also figured, since I was doing new things, to create a minimal Powerpoint. Adhering to my guideline of having less than about 6 words on a slide, I made a slide for each of my main section headers. I would display that slide while reading that section--nothing more. One section did have an explanatory graphic. And another section had some keywords--what troublemaking trans person wouldn't relish the chance to project #fuckcispeople and #cognitivecissonance at a conference?? Also what pretentious sot wouldn't relish to project an Intermezzo slide while transitioning through the paper's two major movements?? Finally, I obviously noted where to advance slides in my paper, just so that I wouldn't forget. One final, timed read-through and I was off to the Trans* Geographies panel that I had just discovered that morning, occurring right before my panel. One would think that I would have researched the schedule ahead of time to see whether or not I was the only trans-related presentation. In the end, my paper came off without a hitch. I did skip the conclusion in the interest of time; as a proper conclusion, though, it succinctly reiterated the important points of the paper. As a result, I did not feel that the presentation lost anything with its omission. And I ended on a highly poignant piece of information. Also I did my part to actually keep the panel on time. It was nice that the set-up involved standing at a podium rather than reading seated from the panelist's table. Standing allowed me to move slightly around the podium area, to gesticulate, and to make unfettered eye contact to all parts of the room. Enlarging the type was a good idea, though I did briefly lose my place once I did not feel any strain in moving focus between text and the room. My notes on slide advancement were handy... on a subconscious level, I think. I knew how my paper was organized by section, so I had an innate sense of when to advance slides. Not bad for throwing it together that morning. But I'm glad the notes were there. All in all, I am pleased with the outcome. I am pleased to know that I got this. I am pleased to know that I can read a paper and still be lively and engaging; that it feels as good to deliver as a more ad-libbed presentation. One point to improve upon would probably be to look up, step back from the podium slightly, and speak a little more extemporaneously about something: perhaps next time, I will do that with some of my examples, rather than reading them. Most of all, I am pleased that I can speak about trans issues--the subject of my eventual dissertation research, after all--to an academic, professional audience. When needed to label myself, I am confidently a transfeminine, trans-feminist geographer.
Notes
1. I was not part of this panel. I am also contemplating organizing a Transfeminine Geographies panel for next year. It's in Chicago!! ...which means I will be inviting trans advocates, activists, and generally rad trans women as guests.
2. As a woman, I'm neither supposed to admit nor pursue this confident style. Secondly, and relatedly, I'm certainly not supposed to project this as a trans woman. On the one hand, I will be accused of exercising some nonsensical residual male privilege or socialization, since, when women are allowed such latitude, only cisgender women are allowed to be brash, bad-ass, and punk rock, whereas trans women doing so are just being men. On the other hand, were I to be demure and deferential and timid, I would be accused of reinforcing harmful feminine stereotypes. Thus unable to win either way, I choose my arsenal (cue taunts of male socialization!!) of intellectual Molotov cocktails, Strawman, intellectual Molotov cocktails. One does not have to be like the boys and be arrogantly confident, and kind of an agro-alpha-masculine jerk about it (we've all seen it, intellectual white men, we've all smelled it) in presentation. At the same time, I am really tired of seeing knowledgeable women being super apologetic and overly self-deprecating about something or another while presenting (we've all seen this too; it makes me squirm. Please stop it.). There definitely is a middle ground of confidence, owning your expert knowledge and still being a decent person about it that women--and more men with respect to that last point--need to embody at conferences.

posted by Amy Dobrowolsky on 2014-04-23 at 20:59 GMT in Metascholarship, News & Information, Presentations, Trans. [ link ] [ reply ]



Paper presentation at AAG Annual Meeting; April 2014


I'm happy to say that I'll be presenting my paper, Becoming transgressive: Transgender autonomy and action at and beyond the margins, at this year's AAG (Association of American Geographers) conference. I will be part of a panel session discussing Assembling life at the “margin”: Critical assemblage thinking and urban marginality, organized by Michele Lancione. The paper touches on some of the themes, theory, and tactics that I'll be eventually working on in my dissertation. Abstract:
Among many injustices confronting transgender individuals, spatial oppression is especially pervasive. From policing bathroom access, for example, to street harassment by police, (cis)gendered urban public space, and mundane urban existence, is highly inhospitable. Yet, this oppression is applied unevenly, depending entirely on the assessment by non-transgender people of gender performance. In reality, actual transgender experience of oppression is neither static nor consistent. Creating the other half of the double bind is political marginalization of transgender people by the LGBT movement to which they nominally belong. The acronym can be styled "GLb(t)" in order to emphasize decreasing power, agency, and resources. In response, transgender people often exercise more agency while operating beyond the margins of GLb(t). This creates an ironic "becoming marginal" by an already marginal population. Simultaneously, trans liberation initiatives have become more agile, informal, and distributed. Transgender agents have used social media and digital networks to widen the cracks and create spaces for transgender theorizing, organizing, visibility, and action outside GLb structures. Transgender individuals are creating flexible, temporal, rhizomatic networks and assemblages that respond to the needs at hand. Theoretical constructs such as the assemblage, rhizome, and war machine, then, help identify opportunities, strategies, and tactics for transgender political action that decenter the importance of attachment to heirarchical GLb(t) lobbies and, rather, center the autonomy and agency of trans* people ourselves in the struggle for multiple arrangements of spatial and political liberation--at and beyond the margin.

posted by Amy Dobrowolsky on 2014-01-06 at 09:45 GMT in News & Information, Presentations, Trans. [ link ] [ reply ]


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